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This is your wake up call. You know that feeling between awake and asleep? When your body is grasping tightly to the comfort of the dream and the warmth of the sheets, however, your head is fighting to wake up and start the day . . . that is what my life feels like. I am straddling dreamland and reality; my emotions pulling me in one direction and logic in the other. Half the time I feel as though I am lying to myself and everyone around me, pasting on a happy face and acting as if all is well in the world. Though, when loneliness sets in and my emotions take over, life no longer feels so clear. I doubt whether I am really as happy as I may